come faster!

thats what she said..?

wow, totally inapporpriate I know. but seriously--SPRING BREAK, come faster?

I'm only 3 days away!!! but... it might be a struggling three days.

my life is so busy here at school, it feels like. spring semester is just packing it ON.. no way was fall in ANY way this challenging.. it's paideia. the dreaded english class. research paper? what? I've never had to do one of these throughout my whole high school career. i shouldn't complain though.. once i got the hang of it, it's been aight. but really, college is hard. actually... life is hard. but, as my lovely wasecan friend, paige snow, quoted on facebook---- life goes on.

i've really started paying attention to the way i've been viewing things recently. and i've realized that i would SO much rather have a positive outlook on any given situation/struggle that comes out of my life. it's just so much easier that way. really.

living is AMAZING, although the journey sometime sucks.. but we make it through and that's the beauty of it.

wow, i'm sounding all philosophical and such. but seriously.

OKKK, well, wow. I haven't updated in such a long time. I don't even know what to say?
let's see. the list of things i am excited for during spring break: 1) sleep. i haven't been getting enough to function recently. 2) seeing my family. aww 3) just being HOME. i haven't in almost 6 weeks. 4) seeing my crazy wasecan friends. 5) gittin my hair did by kasarah 6) spring cleaning my room...? i'm motivated to now, we'll see how that goes.

AWESOME. that's the main list of good-ins. i am SO EXCITED. i'm smiling in the library about it. speaking of the library...... i should get back to work. i hereby pledge to be more active on my blog. fingerscrossed.

PS: that picture up there is getting me excited for baseball season. i hope to be watching a few this summer ;) SO fun.

peace & love my fellow friends.

midterm?

HEY followers.
(are there any of you??) as you can see from my title, YES, it is midterm already? Jterm is nearly over!?? exxxcuuuseee me?? I'm not that mad. but I am a little!? I am loving this jterm easy-ness. granted, I DO wake up earlier than ever to work... YES, 6 and 7 in the morning rotating every otha day. wowwz. BUT I'm taking this art class, (that is four hours a day :) &
I like it a lot. it's verrryyy easy going and ! the only homework we have is to drawDRawDRAW!! mind you: I'm still keeping my "major/minor" options open as this bright-eyed bushy-tailed freshman. anyway, ONTO the new year. it is 2009. WEIRD. I remember NINE years ago when people thought the world was going to end in the new century. and HERE we are. alive and kicking, for the most part. this new year will bring lots of change AND hopefully lots of improvements. yes, I am excercising everydayyy. I'm trying this whole "healthy" out look on life :) call me crasszy, I know some will.
Ima do it. and ima LIKE ITTT. I do like it, really.
so, my birthday is coming up. and I am very excited to be turning 19. wow, that's old. I think about how much older I am than my lovely boyfriend, Christian. he just turned 17 two months ago.... craddle robber, anyone? sursly.
ohh I love him. and miss him. it's been almost a month.. butttt only 10 days from tomorrow. we will be reunited, and it will feel swell. GAHH
I'm so excited to see my family again :) christmas was JUST here, but I miss them. ohh the joys of emotion college brings to MAA LIFEE. alright. that's about all for now.
have a splendid day & danke for stopping by.
until we meet again.

christmas eve.

hey readers...whoever you are...?? I am HOME for the holidays. AAGH and it feels SO good. why, you may ask? HMMMMM... 1. no school work 2. SEEING my favorite people, the family. 3. catching UP on things that have happened since this SUMMER basically. 4. PRESENTS -- HOLLA 5. Jesus. alright, the list goes on and ON. tomorrow is already Christmas eve :) and I'm so excited! my sisters/fatherrr/madre/myself are going to decorate cookies in the morning, which I'm very excited for :)

HM...
other than hanging out, I've done NOTHING over break so far. granted, it's only been about sh5 days. but, where are my FRIENDS? maybe the whole blizzard from saturday is keeping me in. or a new obsession over the tv series Prison Break. anyone!??? it's so good.

I LOVE CHRISTMAS.

this has been the best one so far. probably because it feels SO good to be home. since I've been away at college for the last almost four months. it's so weird that I'm in college!? haha..

the ONLY downfall to my Christmas this year is that I have a boyfriend. HA----not BECAUSE I have him, but because he's half way across the universe! in Japan with his family!!!!!!! the whole time I'm home. which is so awesome for him. but I really do miss him a ton.

wow, there's a lot more that I could say about him. he's brought SO much joy to my life in the last half year +

but, it's also been the hardest time in both of our lives: so much change. so much opposition. SO many things pointing us away from eachother... all I can do is have faith that everything will work out the way that it should.

I love him to death.

alright, sorry if you're all sleeping over my BORRRING life :)

thanks for taking the time to read about my it.

I hope everyone has a blessed Christmas season. and good luck with the challenges the new year will bring!

faith & love are the only things you need in this life. enjoy your time with family and friends. I know I will.

peace

BURRrrRskees.

HI world. today was a good day.
actually.. it was lame. wish i was HOME for Christmas breakkk...
only two more FULL days of livin on campus HOLLAAAA.
I just finished watching Jim Carey's "the Grinch"
can I marry him? and by him I mean the grinch..
he's so laDEdahh about life and hatin' on evryy who in whooville in the beginning. but what gets me is that he has a gigantic HEART at the end. (it grows three times larger if you forgot)
OHHH and he realizes what christmas is "all about..." LOVE IT.
I'm crying a little. okay, I'm not. which is surprising, because I'm quite the tear-shedder.

ANYWAY--on to what's important. ME.
I have finished my first final and only have two more left.. the problem is, I haven't yet studied for those last two. and I need to clean my room. EFF.. can i just leave?
Santa?
okay.. laambizzle.. my entry is getting quite lame.
anddd.. on the contrary to my bff --who just started a blog herself-- http://lambizzle.blogspot/ somethingizzle to that extentizzle.. I AM SO EXCITED TO GIVE MY PREZ's. I think thur good. we'll see though... AHH. I loveee love LOVE buying for other peeeeeopleeeeeeeeeeeeee.
YES.
okay, I must now go. thanks for tuning in. whoever you are.
"follow" my blog :) located at your right.
PEACE my fellow Americans.
loves ya.

virgin blogger.

HEYo.

I've never done this before!?? can you tell? I'm nervous.

:)

Well, I can't promise I'll keep up to date with blogs, but HEY,

I'll try. Here's a low down on my life:

I'm fresh to college this year... it's WEIRD. still. I've already finished my first semester.. yet it feels like I've been here forever.

mixed feelings are occuring left and right these days in my life.

I don't know what I'm going to be when I "grow up" yet---

will I ever grow up? sometimes it doesn't feel like it.

WELL: let's not get too in depth with this first blog.

more to come :)

paixxx.